You know its been such a long time since I saw you hold the weight of the world. But you got swallowed up by the ocean and I watched you disappear beneath the tides. So I put down these sticks and stones and collect the shards of this broken home. But its so hard when you're miles away from sobriety, rotting away in your apathy; lost in complete self-destruction.
How long will it take until you acknowledge these mistakes? Save face instead wasting time alone in your disgrace. I can't believe all of these things you kept from me all these years. So man the fuck up; its time to face your fears. You always said this would be temporary, but I see thru the things you say, especially when you lie straight to my face. Winter afternoons locked outside our home when you left me alone out there in the cold back then when I was only seven years old.
I know now. There's fucking nothing left of you. You had me up on your shoulders. You could have been so much more then, but no, you had to let it go.
So go and fuck up your life again. See how it feels when you've got no one left. I hope you take this to the grave: all the guilt and all the shame. You're the only one to blame, and I know that from where I stand, the weight of the pain is heavier than the bottle in your hands.
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